Monday, April 5, 2010
Cynicism and Medicine
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
New Year's Resolution
1. 2010 has to be a better year than 2009!
2. Now that I can actually speak (and be heard) I am determined to go on dates and have fun.
3. I will enroll in CSUN this spring - Going for my MBA
4. I will get my SPHR certification
5. I will update this blog at least once per month and keep up with my facebook friends.
I know I've been missing in action for a long time. I've been feeling better and just wanted a break from the whole health issue so with that said....I'm back! Just a little update, I can speak! Woo Hoo! I can't even express how happy that makes me. Ironic huh? I've got follow up visits with the Surgeon and Endocrinologist in February and with the Oncologists in March. Here's hoping 2010 is a far better year than 2009.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Body Image
Seriously, I know we have a culture that equates "thin" with attractive however there is just something wrong with the idea of being thin at any price. Which brings me to why we should care.
The truth is that most American women come in all different shapes and sizes and do not conform to what the ideal is that we see in the media daily. This disconnect with reality has a negative impact on girls who are subliminally told over and over again what is attractive and what is not and find themselves lacking.
Thin may be attractive in our society but it does not equal healthy. Take for an example this picture of a Ralph Lauren model....
She's attractive right? This picture is not real though, Ralph Lauren airbrushed this picture of her so that her head appears larger than her pelvis! Not biologically possible, not healthy and not a realistic example of beauty. This model who in reality is 5 feet 10 inches tall and weighs 120 pounds was fired for being "unable to fulfill the terms of her contract" code for being too fat to fit in to the size 0 samples.
I've attached the Weight Watcher's healthy weight range chart below and if you fall within the ranges you are doing good.
Weight Watchers Weight Ranges For Adults (in pounds)Height Ft/In Min Max 4'8" 56" 89 112 4'9" 57" 92 116 4'10" 58" 96 120 4'11" 59" 99 124 5'0" 60" 102 128 5'1" 61" 106 132 5'2" 62" 109 137 5'3" 63" 113 141 5'4" 64" 117 146 5'5" 65" 120 150 5'6" 66" 124 155 5'7" 67" 128 160 5'8" 68" 132 164 5'9" 69" 135 169 5'10" 70" 139 174 5'11" 71" 143 179 6'0" 72" 147 184 6'1" 73" 152 189 6'2" 74" 156 195 6'3" 75" 160 200 6'4" 76" 164 205 6'5" 77" 169 211 6'6" 78" 173 216 6'7" 79" 178 222
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Feeling better
Monday, September 21, 2009
2 1/2 Weeks Post Radiation
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Who knew............
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I week post radiation
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Aghhh............worst day.
Monday, August 31, 2009
My final week of tx
On the work front I have some good news, I've finally managed to hire an assistant! Woo Hoo! This will free up my time to take on more of the recruiting and hopefully lead to that promotion my boss has been hinting at.
TTFN
Friday, August 28, 2009
Only one week to go!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Monday, Monday
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Excellent Article on Slate

As we've noted before, if you add the failure of employer-linked health care with Medicare, Medicaid, government employment, and the military, a huge chunk of Americans already have taxpayer-funded health care. It's a diverse lot. Rich old people and poor kids, university professors, congressmen, teachers, DMV clerks and their families. Pretty much everybody you see on CNBC yelling about socialism? Their parents and grandparents (if they're still living) get taxpayer-funded health insurance. Mine do. Charles Grassley, the septuagenarian Iowan who is doing his darnedest to torpedo meaningful health care form, has it. Arthur Laffer, the 69-year-old economist who went on television and suggested that Medicare isn't a government health care program, is eligible for Medicare. Dick Armey, who spent many years teaching at a state university and served several terms in Congress, has had taxpayer-funded health insurance for much of his adult life. Same for Rudy Giuliani and Newt Gingrich. Democratic senators like Max Baucus, Kent Conrad, and Ben Nelson? Yes, yes, and yes. Law professors at the University of Tennessee have it. The employees of George Mason University, which houses the free-market Mercatus Center, do, too. Policy analyst Betsy McCaughey, currently reprising her 1990s role of health care bamboozler, will be eligible for it in a few years' time.
Obvious? Yes. But it's still worth pointing out. All these people rely on—or have relied on—the government to pick up the tab for their health care and for their health insurance. And that hasn't caused euthanasia or the abolition of private property. Funny how you don't hear any complaints from worthies about taxpayer-funded health insurance when it's covering them, their staffs, and their loved ones. For many of these people, especially the older ones, there literally is no affordable alternative. Insurance companies prefer to insure healthy people, not sick people—that's how they make money. And older people are more likely to run into health trouble requiring expensive care. Dick Armey, who is suing to get out from under the tyranny of Medicare, is apparently under the illusion that insurance companies are really eager to cover 69-year-old men at a low cost. House Minority Leader John Boehner is a 59-year-old smoker whose skin has an orange hue. What do you think Aetna would charge him per month for a good policy?
After the stock-research scandals of the 1990s, analysts were required to disclose whether they or their families owned stock in the companies they were talking about. That has since emerged as a key gauge of credibility. I'd like to see something similar for the health care debate. Before they weigh in on the prospects for health care reform, interview subjects—pundits, talking heads, policy wonks, editors, members of Congress—would have to disclose whether they or their family members rely on taxpayer-funded health insurance.
Such a disclosure might eat into valuable airtime. But it would clarify the debate. We're witnessing a conversation between various people who are dependent on taxpayer-funded health insurance telling the public why tens of millions of people shouldn't have access to it. Most of the opponents of universal health care don't really think the public provision of health insurance services is immoral, evil, or socialistic—after all, they'd be at risk of bankruptcy without it. And most aren't opposed to deficit spending as a matter of principle. (How do they think we're paying for the Medicare prescription drug entitlement the Republicans rammed through a few years ago?) In effect, they believe that taxpayer-funded health insurance is appropriate and crucial for some people—themselves, their staffs, their parents—but not for others; that some are entitled to it, and that others simply aren't. In Washington, unlike at Whole Foods, they want us to believe that what's good for the goose will poison the gander.
Got lectured.........
Friday, August 14, 2009
TGIF!
I had an appointment with my Endocrinologist today and was hoping to get the results of the 24 hour urine test and Chromogranin A tests. The 24 hour urine test came back as normal and we are still waiting on the CGA test to come back. These test measure certain hormones and proteins that are secreted by paragangliomas/pheochromocytomas. Normally head and neck PGLs don't secrete hormones. However I have been having weird "symptoms" that have been unexplained since August 2005. They include tremors/myoclonic jerks on the left side that started on my jugular artery but now include my shoulder and transient tremors elsewhere. An overwhelming sense of anxiety sometimes accompanied by wild swings in blood pressure. Chest pain which I swear feels like myoclonic jerks in my chest. Muscle spasms on the left side of my neck that feel like charlie horses that you get in your legs. The feeling I've been plugged in and my whole body is lit up like a Christmas tree. Chronic insomnia whenever these symptoms present. A general feeling of doom. Besides the tremors/jerking that always seems to be with me these symptoms are sporadic and occur every few months for a week up to a month (or more) and are actually very debilitating. Stress makes them worse. I also have diarrhea when I exercise and unexplained UTI's that aren't really uti's but tests always show blood in my urine. I'm not sure if those are related but I'll throw them in for good measure.
The symptoms could be explained by the secretion on hormones from the tumors. They could also be explained by several other conditions. At this point I just want some answers. I had hoped for a diagnosis but it looks like I'll have to wait again. I have an appointment on Monday at Cedars Sanai with someone that is supposed to be an expert in these types of tumors and I have a lot of questions for him.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Almost halfway there!
Monday, August 10, 2009
How did we get to this point continued............
After the surgery I was referred out to an Endocrinologist and an Oncologist. I still needed to have radiation for the paragangliomas and I'll have to have what is called Radio Active Iodine to kill any remainder thyroid cells. What they do is you go to a hospital and have to take a radioactive pill that literally makes you radioactive for 10 days. I've been told I can't have contact with anyone for that time and will literally have to live in my bedroom and have food delivered to my door. This has been put off until after the regular radiation is completed.
I went to my consultation with the Oncologist and was told that Dr. Berke was right we would have to go ahead with the radiation. I was told I would be called to schedule an appointment to make my mask. It took about three weeks to get the preauthorization for the radiation from Blue Cross and finally I was called into for what they call the "simulation". Whenever they do radiation to the head and neck region they create a mask by making a mold of your face. They put this mask on you during treatment to ensure you are unable to move. Trust me this is something you do not want to experience if you don't have to. I'm not generally phobic and small enclosed spaces don't freak me out but I can't say the same about being held down in this mask during treatment. I go in and make the mask and have another MRI of the Neck/Chest area done. The MRI took 2 hours this time. I was then told they had to work up my treatment plan and would call me to when it was completed. This was another 3 week wait and I was told the length of time was due to complexity of my treatment.
I started radiation on 7/26/09 and the first day I got there they strapped me in for the procedure. All in all it was completely painless. It took about a full hour to get everything set up and for the actual treatment. I had read on the cancer compass website that side effects from radiation are cumulative and aren't normally felt until several weeks in. After the radiation I went back to the dressing room to change. I bent over to pick up my shirt and got what I can only describe as a ball of heat in the middle of my chest that dissipated. I kept getting these "surges" that night and after they were finished I had a soreness in my chest. Kind of like that feeling when you have a chest cold and have coughed too much. Whew.......what the heck was that?
That's it for tonight.....I'll continue the story tomorrow.